Life takes unexpected turns and unexpected results. Things seemed impossible 2 minutes ago became possible and somethings just stay the same... just always the same. Others stuff seemed possible but now seems impossible. With all that out of the way, the most important thing is that nothing will happen if no one do anything about it.
So I am over at riverwood atm, gonna stay here for the rest of the week with a friend of mine. I gotta say, so far i have fought the temptation of how my mess started. For once, i actually feel more and more in control of what I can or can't do. Maybe it will give me the courage to do what i want to do. This sometimes feel like a double edged blade, because I am not doing this for myself, rather for a reason... should my reason fail me, I could turn back twice as fast. Right now, this is my main worry... But then again, if you don't try... how can u even achieve it?
I can't keep pushing it back, but right now it's not the right time... just hoping for a miracle which will never come really...
Showdown is in a week... lets see how it will work for ... well all of us really
Fireflies <3
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